"You Were a House On Fire" by Listener. I love this song and this band so fucking much.
we all want to be normal anyways we all want to be somewhere else than where we live but that’s not reality, it’s just point of view let’s not talk about the weather and whether or not there’s really rain in the clouds unless you want to know if I feel the same as you it’s more measuring up than just wasting time but time is not on our side, you’re burning rain would only be a temporary fix and there’s just no place right now for cute ironies like that anymore
Nothing is fucking safe. Nothing is fucking sacred.
I’ve been working realllllly hard the past three years to forget and get over my shitty horrible terrible childhood but every fucking day, everywhere I look or go it’s haunting me and laughing in my face.
Today at work my dad’s sister was hanging in the café and stopped me and tried to hug me and talk about my life and my once family and get all this information about me and she talked about my dad and the house I grew up in that I want to burn to the fucking ground and my childhood pet and I could not fucking handle it. So I ran away. Because I can’t deal with things I never ever want to hear about ever again.
I gotta get out of this town before it kills me like he almost did.